Love one.. Lust Another

Fun House

In a room full of smoke and mirrors,
Such a fun house of perils
Optical illusions of what is and isn't there
The reflection you see is not me
And you are nothing like what you portray to be
But in this house its all a game
Cause alls fair in love, lust, war, and pain
So we do it over and over and over again

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T.ea

Fond of T.ea
Yes. Yes I am.
A welcomed change from coffe.
A subsitute ?
Not hardly.
But T.ea, HE stands alone.
Full body and grown.
So I sip him slow.
Still I singe my tongue,
Till I feel its numb.
And I've over indulged.
So I've had enough.
The T.eas gone cold.

Hows your Appetite ? Pt. 1

Everyday.
Twice a day.
Two plus rounds.
About an hour.
Sounds right to me.
No ? Yes.

Im talking about sex. Im having a hard time understanding what a healthy sexual appetite is. Is it subjective to the person ? Or is there a regime fit for anyone ? Is there such thing as too much sex ? Or should we take every chance we get ?
At times Ive though maybe im a glutton in lust. More then normal. Times when I cant get it, like say my lover is out of town, I go MAD. Like a drug withdrawal I cant think, function. I constantly think about when I might be able to get it again. Plotting and planning. This conflicts with my non-whorish ways.

Ive gone through two long bouts of celibacy because I am extremely picky about who I sleep with. This time around I was celibate over two years. After moving to New York though I couldnt take it anymore. There was this boy I had been talking to for awhile. We'd gone out a few times. He was attractive. Relatively nice. So after a late night out.. I went home with him. We had sex it was good. I couldnt complain. But, in just a short amount of time i could tell. I was hooked again. Its never necessarily the man that is the drug as much as the sex itself. It took no time to fall back into old habits; wanting to go to sleep and wake up to dick. Only issue is..

This time I fear the guy is not as enthused with sex as I am. I enjoy all parts of sex. From the mental to physical stimulation. To fourplay and oral. To actual sex. Its a whole experience. An experience I cant seem to get enough of. I think Im waiting for that full fulfillment with him. To wake up sore and tender. That pleasure is pain. The what Ive had before. The what I am use to. And in the search Ive put up with someone who had I met out on the street I may of never gotten past two dates. But having communicated for so long there was a sense of comfort I fell into. As I must always find a sense of comfort to even open my body to someone. But this has landed me in a sticky situation. I dont want a relationship but I want the sexual perks that come with one.

I think I can officially say I may not know what a Healthy Sexual Appetite is, but I can be sure my appetite is type Gluttonous.

Let me break it down..

The other day i was tweeting talking about how i dont fall for guys offers of gifts & etc because i know nothing is free, and i cant be bought. In so many words. My ex retweeted this tweet and thus we began a debate. Now as much as i hate how most females think and conduct themselves these days, I also understand that they are products of their environment. An environment created, molded and basically controlled by men.

With that being, the state our society is in it becomes real easy for one to slip through the cracks these days. Ever since I can remember media has sexualized women from their portrayal in videos and movies, to the mold female entertainers are pushed into to be " sexy. " So although I don't agree with the way females act I know many never had a chance at developing any other kind of mentality.
Most families these days are ran by single mothers to multiple children, often working more then one job. Other times the mother is a broken woman herself looking for love in all the wrong places and exposing her children to a life on inconsistency. Either way, a larger majority of kids will be brought up in a type dysfunctional home. Be it the mother who had to work so much that the TV and streets raised her children. Or the mother who was more worried about her own happiness.
Say even a two parent home. Still often more then not there will be problems of some type. The father that comes and goes. The parent thats hooked on drugs. Two parents with no time. No matter the situation most kids these days are being raised by what they see on tv, learn in school ( educational and socially )), and from their surrounding community. With a touch of their parents influence.
To top this off the TV and community raising them is not exactly the best substitute. These kids often live in lower class neighborhoods attending schools with little to no funding, thus halting their chance at a decent education. Then with teachers that care more about your attendance then what you are actually taking from your time spent in class, even less chance at a secondary education. They then go out and roam the streets, malls, friends houses, etc. caring less about their studies and often more about boys. (( getting back to my issue about the girls ))

Before they even hit their teen years they are running around with boyfriends, looking for a male to be a constant in their life. But finding that in a boy that most likely never had a positive male role model is not likely. So instead they float around looking for love in all the wrong places. Being hurt over and over again but still seeking that sense of love and security.
I know first hand this can all be overcame but its not something easy for one to do without some type of positive reinforcement in their lives. So when i see these chicks that give the female sex a bad name i get mad, but i also feel sad for most because they never had a chance statistically. They are just products of their environment, the environment that men created and shaped. Where they believe they should have the nice things provided by a rich man like the girls they see on tv. Im not saying its an excuse for their behavior, but it should give you a glimpse in between the lines so maybe you can understand their cries more.

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